I found it hard to actually breathing when you are trying to do everything at once. You lose tracks of how much air you’ve breathed and somehow, you just lost it all. And you just don’t know how to breathe even for a little breath anymore.
You lost times, you don’t even running out of it anymore. Once you have so many times on your own and just a second after that, you completely don’t have any left. You begged and begged for more. Till you sacrifice sleep, quality times with your love ones, some me times and all.
And now you see how everything ruined you. How everything comes back at you.
And you break down and couldn’t cry. Yes. Tear-less and miserable. Completely alone.