i am somewhere in the middle of your past. bad, good.
i am somewhere in that little box of yours. filled with things you want to forget yet remember.
i am somewhere in your prayers. though i never really knew.
i am somewhere in your wandered mind.
i am your ‘what if’.
i am your ‘us should have been a better story’.
but i have forgot you. i have struggled badly. i have tried so hard. i had you replaced. i had so many another you. i loved anyone but you.
and you are still the one i thought for some nights.
and every other night.
flying around my mind like you have always been there.
like you are my one cup of coffee every night.