sinking boat

sinking boat

on the day that you walked away

i could hear your heart breaking

i could feel your tears streaming down

i can not blame you

for not choosing to stay

and who am i to stop you?

who am i to stand on your way?


i am too afraid

full of shame

i know there’s nothing i can do no more

you made your bed for both of us

and so be it


i will never find any man like you

willing to see beneath my flaws and mistakes

and loving me as it is


with you leaving

you wiped it clean on me

the love story we had

feels like made for drama

with you leaving

you left me empty

since you took everything

and left me with nothing


i am the sinking boat on the ocean

and you’re my lighthouse

whose just turn off the light

i can not find my way home anymore

it’s all darkness

and i am slowly drowning


see, you’re my only map

to the hunt of happiness

how could i go when i am blinded?

will you give me just one more chance

cause there’s more in me

only for you

this is pointless, and endless.

this is pointless, and endless.

talking to you is pointless. because with all the flying high up above, you’re just a little bit more sane than a crazy llama. talking to you is like walking in a freaking circle. over and over and over again, with me as the stupid donkey.
talking to you has nothing but an unsuccessful result.

and i’m so tired talking to you about the same shit with so many goddamn ways expecting a freaking different result. and i’m so tired talking to you about what i feel because apparently, you’re not here. you’re up there, flying with the monkeys. and i’m so tired talking to you, i’m done. i had no intentions in guiding you along the way thru my feelings. you missed your chances, you ain’t getting another one.