“…Cause, darling, I’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream..”
I’m pretty much the girl in that Taylor Swift song. The difference is, am so not a blank space. I have writings all over my body. I have things you wanna see and too many things you really don’t wanna know, let alone see. I could play you like a puppet on a string. Oh, boy, you know nothing ’bout it. Though I could be the one whose played. It all depends on the mood and the heart.
I am a jerk, a liar and a cheater. I could do you and two other people after that all in the same day, cause I want to. I mess with you, because I could care less about you. Sometimes, I will not be using my logic nor my heart to do stuff that surely will hurt you.
I can make you fall all over me, be the person you wanted me to be, sell you the girl you have been waiting for. And just like that, I will crush you down so hard and bad, you would wish you had never met me. I am that manipulative bitch who will stole your heart and mind, and hurt you just in a blink of an eye.
I am not capable of committing myself to a long-term love relationship. I had stop believe in people. I pushed people away, because I am not capable to get close with any of them. You and I could have fun at this moment, but a minute after, you might hate me so much.
I seek enemies, not friends. I say things that will hurt you, I do stuff that will make you hate me.
Don’t love me. Don’t fall for me. Don’t even think to know me better. I will bleed you till your last drop of blood. I will make you suffer till you’re out of breath. I will hunt you down and eat your soul whilst you feel your chest hurts.
Run, baby, run. Run for your life before I make you my next victim.
aysadihardjo 